The wireless button on my laptop broke and so they sent it off for repairs. I'm now stuck using my brother's old mac book for two weeks. It smells like old plastic and feet. I didn't even know a computer could smell like that... Gross. And I'm typing on it so my hands are gonna smell too. Jokes on him though cuz I'm sick and I'm getting my germs all over his keyboard ha ha ha ha ha.
Man I'd planned to do so much art over the summer vacation but instead I decided to learn how to play my keyboard. I'm learning currently how to read sheet music. I can play the beginning to a few songs. I found this website, musicnotes.com, that it'll play the sheet music for you so you can see how it sounds. The sheet music costs though so it'll only play the first page. Which is why I only know the beginnings to a few songs. I'm thinking of buying The Mixed Tape by Jack's Mannequin though. The piano in the chorus is so awesome and I wanna learn!!
Hmmm.... I was just going through my journals and I'm looking at one with a title 'Ugh I hate myself' and I remember I deleted a big ass paragraph from that and now I don't know why I was mad at myself... I know it had something to do with my then crush but I have no idea what. That is seriously going to bug me. >: (

The Remedy by Jason Mraz is my favorite song at the moment:

Well, I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom rang
But something on the surface, it stinks
I said something on the surface really kind makes me nervous
And who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this
Well if you've got the poison I've got the remedy

Because the remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liason
I said the comedy is that it's serious
This is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end

I won't worry my life away

I won't worry my life away

Well I heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross-fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
They were counting down the ways to stab a brother in the be right back
After this the unavoidable kiss
With the minty-fresh death breath that's sure to outlast
This catastrophe, Dance with me
Cause if you've got the poison I've got the remedy

Because the remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liason
I said the comedy is that it's serious
This is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end

I won't worry my life away

I won't worry my life away

When I fall in love, I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn of the sun, but I'm still gonna shine
And I'll tell you why

Because the remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liason
I said the comedy is that it's serious
This is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end

I won't worry my life away

I won't worry my life away




I just wrote those lyrics off of memory but I'm pretty sure they're correct I've been listening to the song on repeat for days now.